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2009-02-07T00:04:00.005Z

It snowed! It snowed! In London! And I mean, proper snow that lasts a few days...not the melt-upon-contact-with-ground 'snow' that we've only ever had here so far. The heaviest snowfall in 18 years...pretty. The best part: Uni teaching was cancelled for 2 whole days! :) So what did all the bright young students of London do? Well what else, snowfights and snowmen and snow angels laaaa. Fun stuff. Oooh, my sentences have grown so fragmented.

As I walked down Tottenham Court Road a few minutes ago, I just realised how tolerant I have become of the cold. It was 1 degree Celsius..and yet I was pretty snug with just a short jacket and shirt. Granted, the jacket is kinda warm. And pretty, not that it matters. Wheee.

Today, I awoke with weird aching body. Left foot can't straighten without pain. Aches from right shoulder blade to chest.

The future is beckoning me to think of it, thank goodness I still have time.

How can I count my blessings? I have so many.

So, one day I was trolling through facebook when I saw his profile..and my heart skipped a beat all over again. Charming, ain't it? These wild, romantic crushes.

My violin strings have lived...nearly four years. That's way too old. I'll need to get new ones soon, and, a bow. So among the random things I was thinking of pursuing come the next major aka extended holidays are advanced mandarin, calligraphy, beginner's jap, continuation of French, oils, music, and writing. Work comes first though. I want/need the exposure.

You know how I've always said that I wanted to do this and that to my hair, but never actually did it? Well, I really like my hair the way it is, the colour and waves and curls and straight parts and cut...so for now...I guess I'm not doing anything. Because I might regret it.

Canto + Mando duets are beautiful things. I'm 20 and still think Lee-Hom is the cutest, coolest Chinese dude. Jay Chou's latest album....really didn't do it for me. I miss his edge. I like Tsai Qin(Chin?), woman with lovely solo voice.

Thanks Ken, for hearing me out through a night of insane emo-ness. I know you won't read this but I figured I should thank you anyway.

What is the world coming to?

2009-01-29T05:18:00.002Z

I don't know what to do. It's 5.18am on a Thursday. Why am I awake? Currently, feel like drowning myself in cheesy k-dramas. Afloat on nothing, without the ease. I lie restless, ready to sleep from sheer exhaustion. So much to do, so little time. Freedom in chains.

sigh. yawn. zzz.

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2009-01-11T13:43:00.000Z

I return and seem to move seamlessly between this and that. But it feels as if I am back to where I was before.

I wonder where I am, what I have left behind and where I am headed.

Need.

Deeper

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